for her

well dear...
although tis time the holidays to visit u is not so happenin
but is okay
at least i can b by ur side
holding ur hand
kissing ur lips
hugging ur waist
her ur real voice
c ur actual HD face expression
feel ur body warm
then is enuf for my le....

i noe i plan many thing but at last i not happening
but i din blame at al.
y i tel u is i wan to let u noe so tat u wont repeat again.
when at hometown when u sick then i cant bac pg to visit u tat day
i sad n angry me coz i promise to bac early to tek care u
u push al ur appointment to ur fren
then i sudden say i cant bac on time
so tat case make me realise tat u can push away or reject everything jz to acc me
but tis time no.so i oso follow ur plan la.
is fun too la.dun blame on urself dear.

i noe u dislike me to kiss u or hug u or hold ur hand at public
but duno y i cant control it
our love not to b meant to coward or like hide n seek
i feel proud of our relationship
i wont care how ppl think of us
but dear u dislike then i oso listen to u
but when i wan dear to listen me gang me wear paul frank to catherine party
dear oso wont.is jz a party dear
other ur fren oso wear t shirt n short pant oni
but dear like pretty so i oso nvmd.....
let u wear wat u like n comfort to u/

i feel like i cant understand u well
mostly i wil prepare al thing to u
like put the straw for u to drink the milo
sumtimes feed u eat
buy food for u eventough i muz borrow a bike from my fren
i so nervous when u get hurt.

but many time i wan dear to stick the straw for me to drink milo u oso lazy
cal dear tek tis or tat to me oso lazy
i wan drink water dear oso lazy to tek for me
jz like when ur leg nails scratch diok my toe bleeding
i say tat is ur nails scratch diok me bleed
but u seem like im lie
even through if im lie, im hurt, u oso not even care about me
tat time i was so sad tat my tear is fallin bit by bit
i cleaning my blood n lookin at u hope tat u wil jz turn n see me but u nvr
so i go to toilet cry....

sumtimes ur temper oso a bit mad
i noe u handle the event is tired n sleepy
but dear cannot alwiz show ur temper to me
everytime i tired i oso try my best to stay up to acc u.
im oso tired n sleepy but i noe tis 3 days is short n i gonna acc u fully
i go coll almost slp but i oso tel myself to tahan jz a bit longer so tat dear u wont feel lonely
everytime dear tired
i say anything or do anything dear oso wont border
dear even get frustrated to me
i hope dear aft seeing my blog dear u should learn how to control ur temper kay?

im writtin tis post is not to scold or to kira wif u dear
i jz want u to understand ur criteria n personality
mayb ur mum wont tels u but as ur boyfie.
i muz let u noe.
mwaks~no matter who r u n how u are
i stil love u until the very end.
U R MINE FOREVER
LOW CHIA YUN.....