jz left 2 more weeks

i gonna b leavin her al alone n go for my intern le.

reali bu seh de her

sorry i break my promise.

i promis u tat i wont gonna leave u alone anymore

but now i break the promise dy

sorry

i noe tat u r suffer of bein wif me

sumtime u wil gimme kek si when talkin to me

i knew tat u feeling unfair to me but for me im stil okay

sumtimes i oso wil hurt n sad when in ur side there stil "HIM"

but aft i thinkin n thinkin so many nite

i cant b tat selfish anymore

i should understand ur feelin n respect ur decision

i love u n cares u

so im not willing to c u sad or cry alone when we nt 2gether

i wil wait u i promise.

once ur mind is free n start thinkin of me

u can cum bac to me anytime

i love u so much n tis is wat i can do to not let u feel suffer....

i noe tat u love me quite much too

but everytime u say those negative words to me

my heart wil feel hurt in a sudden...

i duno y.

i sked of losing u.

is true things tat i cant hide

our love nt some tats easy

i knew tat our time 2gether is not long than ur ex.

but love is a process tat nid time to generate but not counting by times.

the more we process the more we cares n hav faith to each other.

i cant say much by tis

i jz knew tat

I LOVE U DEAR YINGLE

well....last day in kitchen
the sad day for al my coursemate..
we crazy taking photo wif fren n lecturer n havin signature on our chef uniform
we not in mood on service n also cooking
al like "well last day, so enjoy kawkaw la"
but not bad la stil got sales.hehe....
then we clean up al kitchen
taking out the leftover food n guess wat.
we found a forcemeat tat keep for few weeks i think.
open up n "wow" the smell attack the whole kitchen.
even i cant tahan wan vomit.
but lucky got HARRY to clean it up.
hehe...xiexie ni.

then havin gorup photo session.
we took almost half an hour to tek a group photo...
y it took so long is bcoz 2 VIP chef is missing....
tats Chef Sam n Chef Syed.
but lucky we manage to hav a perfect group photo....

hehe.nice rite..??

our 4th anniversary ^^

hehe....jz pass our 4th monthsary ytd....
is quite okay la.
not so happening
but she taken me to a charity concert
my 1st time to go concert
it was hot n im sweating.
accompany her go shopping whole day n we go paragon to hav a chill.
hope we can stil cont celeb our 5th, 6th, 7th, 1st year, 2nd until old anniversary
srong faith wif u al the time dear.
love u. YINGLE LOW.

at last i finish my competition
i got bronze.bahahah~
i have local competition
every year same judge same ogranizer
beh ki betoi.
plus unfair geh
I WAN COMPLAIN CAM (PC)
grrrrr.....

guess wat.
im now chilling wif my pakistan coursemate n 2 gay partner
at "winter warmer" (without my dear)
paisei dear i cum here to check the price sin
then save money to bring u here.
hahax....

stil got 28 days b4 i leave to langkawi.
planing many trip to travel wif my dear
i wan to spend my whole holiday wif u dear
but 30% wil wif my parents
hehe....

CHAOS.....

suddenly....

guess wat

IM SICK.... yea.

but wil recover in 1 n half day time.

dun worry. drank 3 bottle of 100plus...bahahah~

competition coming soon

i stil haven prepare anything yet.

due to midterm coming, my CDP day coming.

haiz... hiin ar.

last night was a HAPPY day for me.

but i not long last til 11pm.

i receive her cal.

she was non stop laughin of the "swim chicken" i wrote.

funny meh..??

then her voice tone change.n close the fon with a word of "对不起"

i was like blank n kip askin wat happen.

she said tat she affraid of long distance love.

so now i wan to tel u dear.

"is hard for us to get 2gether, we been pass thru many obstacle too,

and is not jz saying break up then break,

i noe ur feeling of havin a long distance love but we both have strong faith on each of us

wat wil it b like u if im not around? we muz learn to b more independent,

my heart has been kidnap by u n it wil not running out

think bac when u go swiss, im oso have the feeling like u now.

but now im in local, the same we can fon cal, skype, even can cum c u when my off day.

so dear can u wait me for 4 month?

u strong n grew up more since u met me n i bliv in u can do well when im not alwiz around u.

is jz a sea tat i nid to cross jz to c u when u nid me.

dun worry kay..??

n can we 4get tis case n s"still looking up" on our future goal of 2018.

I LOVE YOU

LOW CHIA YUN

i dun 1na leave

haiz..
nex week going for competition le.
wil b start  busy for the competition.
then stil nid to overnite in coll nerh
but i try my best to spend time wif my dear as i could.
hope tis time can win the competition nerh.

yor.
stil left 1 month plus aneh nia i jiu gonna dump me dear alone n go for intern le
y i so noob choose langkawi leh??
but if i not do so my dear wil angry de nerh.
b4 tat i din go german n stay local she ady angry me liao.
but jz few weeks ago she jz told me tat she bu seh de me go langkawi.
then tat nite she written sumtin on my fon to me n when i c it.
oh gosh.
i cried out.cry for 1 hours plus.
n the nex morning eyes swallow.
sorry nerh dear i dump u for 4 month.
reali sorry.
i wil appreciate n try to have as much romantic n lovely moments wif u b4 i leave.
i promise.
i oso feel hard to leave u alone in pg.

:(